The Past Is In The Past .

It may sounds crazy but I do adore you since we were friend . Don't blame me for it . You just way too adorable . I can't help it ! :) I love everything about you . The way you talk , your laugh , your smile , your style , it's killing me . I used to call you most every night and we talk about things that happened in our daily life and everything . You're just like my diary . The special one . My night would be empty without hearing your voice . I still remember that I spent my times for about one hour and half , at downstairs just to talk with you , on the phone . I may be stupid . But I really , really like to talk with you . Then I asked you to work at the same place as mine . You resist at the first time but then I force you to take the job . You with a heavy heart , had to accept my requests . You start your day worked with me and yes , suprised ! We lived at the same place , at my house for sure . I am so happy , I could die ! Spending your whole day with the one that you adore is the craziest moment in life . Unbelievable ! 24/7 , with him ! Finally , my dream came true , even though you're not mine . We eat together , work together , watching TV together , almost everything together . But it didn't last long . You got a text from your friend telling you that you got a job . A really good job and without a doubt you say yes . The day you told me that you need to go somewhere faraway from me for doing your job , I feel like a very sharp knife stabbing me , right exactly in the heart . I hide it with a smile and told you to take a good care of your self and do miss me when you there . Once in a lifetime , I felt lost . Well , for fuck sake , I was hoping you're not going . But then , you do and leave me with a broken heart , missing you so bad . Even we're not dating . Crazy isn't it . You resigned , pack your things and ready to leave . Fuck your friends , your job and you for destroying my happiest day . I won't forget about that , one of my good memories and the past is in the past . You're mine now that's all matters . :)