Tuesday, 23 September 2014

Marrying your best friend


Probably the best thing that ever happened in your life . Some people would be brave enough to confess about their feelings to their best friend but most of people would rather to ignore and keep that feeling inside . It is not because they don't love them but they afraid that they could not bear to hear the answers . You are lucky enough if your best friend would love you back but you are totally fucked up if their answers is no . Rejection man , no one likes it . No one does . But sometimes , they do love each other but never tries so hard to really show it until there is a quotes said , " she love her and he love her too . Everybody knows except them " . Ironic isn't it ? If you choose to love someone without telling them you will only love them in your dreams . It sounds fine because you will still be happy with your own imagination and create your love story with them . Sweet though . Made by yourself . But what hurts the most is you 're dreaming your life away said the song "Dream". Actually I am one of the keeper and a dreamer with a high imagination and the best director also a story teller of my own love story . I fell in love with my best friend which is good because I have known him for a very long time but not good also because I have a man so called a boyfriend that time . A joy killer . I adore my best friend . I don't see any man like I see him . I'm in love . I really do and it is clearly to see because all I want is him . But the saddest part is I just cant be with him . It is a thorn of bed okay . I don't like the feelings of not having him . Ignore the joy killer , he's not even worth it anyway. What worth it is waiting for a guy who's not really yours and growing old alone , turn into a fat old women and die . Hahaha . Joke . God loves you and will not let you sad for the rest of your life but if only you pray and whisper to him for a sign maybe . Depends right . You don't get anything for free do you ? Everyday I got obsessed with him . Well in a good way for sure .  He knows a lot and dear best friend , you are the cutest and a loving creature ever . I'm just so in love with you . Everything about you makes me feel wonderful . Except the part of your favorite food . Getting mad even though it is your fault . I wont blame you with that because Ive been there and it do annoyed me to hell . Without knowing it , you just turn out to be me gink . Congratulation ! Haha . Everybody knows the past is in the past and ta-da ! You are now my best friend , my boyfriend , my fiance and also my husband . What a big surprise to myself . Our love story is always be my favorite one and I'm not doing it alone , I have you gink . We've put each other through all the good , the bad , the ugly , the smiles , the laughs and the funny . Loving you is worth it even though it took so long for you to see that we're meant to be but everything needs times right . Do not friend zoned yourself people. You might missed something that should be yours . What could I say ? Thank you cinta for just being you and being mine . Alhamdulillah , you are still the love of my life .